eve

kierkegaard actually wrote fear and trembling for me; the plight of abraham is much akin to my english lit a level

i got a b in english lit a level and i dont want to go on living

As in biology and history (history!! which i dont give a shit about!!) and i got into exeter which i dont even want to go to now since i clearly cant cop english

my family dont understand because ive basically got the best results in the whole family history and im not talking to my friends because its embarassing. and my brother just got his gcses and he didnt do very well

the only person i actually think would understand is my ex who i have no reason to speak to, havent spoken since early january. hes very clever and far exceeded me in results im sure but i think hed understand why it matters to be. if you get below an A, you shouldnt have wasted your time doing it. didnt get any A*s, so i know im just not very clever and i almost think if youre not the best, why bother. i think hed understand why it matters so much and itd be pretty self flagellatory for me to think of his prowess. i doubt hed be kind, but i think hed share my views. i havent wantrd to talknto him in ages, but this has made me. i obviously wont but you know

i dont undwrstand how this happened. i was getting A/A*s throughout the course. i had lower marks but this was unprecedented. i like and respecyed my teachees but maybe they taught me to focus on the wrong things? maybe my style isnt amenable to AQA. but i feel so worthless now. i clearly just cant do it. you love something and it doesnt love you back god god god

i teied to hit on a guy tonight and ended up quoting lolita at him

why do i lowkey fancy jacob rees mogg

reading the introduction before getting to the actual story is so supremely edging

tall people should not be allowed ti complain abour dieting (esp. men) if youre losing weight on 1700 calories youre living the life

do you think anyone ever read catallus and got radicalised

it basically is just women lie and lesbia is going to shack up with jupiter

gonna start dropping hymeneals thanks catallus

i think my work-stress is going to give me adverse physical effects

genuinely theres little reason for me to feel this way

i feel as if i am wasting my life dreading work

i want to go to the club but no one is inviting me out

i totally understand what those 70s business ceo suity men were on because id love to take a drag on a massive cigar with my louboutined feet on my massive oak desk and pat my frazzled man secretaries arse as he walks away to get me a coffee. sometimes i think im just a bad person and its best dor everyone i was born a woman

my job is stressing me out beyond belief i hate it but i need these last couple paydays for uni ahhhhh :33333 kill me noww!! or at least tell me whwts actually going to happen when everyones leaving and

you couldnt tear me away from ocr 2023 a level grade boundaries with an industrial pulling machine

ralph lauren looooove giving school uniform

this is literally just a pruvate school boy

my version of porn is the john lewis menswear suits page

if i was skinny i wouldnt do the thing where they post a wieiad and are like omg reminder everyones beautiful and we all eat differently!! and still get accused of checking

id just be skinny and show it off incessantly and tell them to starve if they want to be cute idk

ifk if im taking my (part time im 18 leaving in like a month) job too seriously or not seriously enough!! im sooo scared of getting fired because i need the paycheck for uni. and just getting in trouble. so i get more stressed and fuck up more. and feel worse. and so on. its like a supermarkey job ourobourous

and they keep putting me on to do bread reductions. which i dont know how to do and have never done before and also i dont understand when they want me to do it. i cant just leave for counter for like twenty minutes? if my coworker isntnit idk what im meant to do. pray to god shes in.

its summer so everyones off the whole time and thats even more stressful!!

can someone ban men from talking about bra sizes please they do not know shit